With your feet in the air and your head on the ground
You try this trick and spin! Yeahh!
Your head will collapse , but there is nothing in it
and you’ll ask yourself?
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Where is my mind?
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Way out in the water see it swimming
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I was swimmin´ in the Carribean
Animals were hiding behind the rocks. Yeahh!
Except the little fish
but they told me east is west
he swears
Tryin to talk to me koi koy
When I married my husband I told him that I wanted four children. He said he wanted two. After our son was born I didn’t want any more. I could hardly handle the one we had. He had colic, cried all the time and was very difficult. I was exhausted from sleep deprivation. Of course I had no idea what was ”normal” because I had no reference, nor did I know the questions to ask.
Once I left him with my husband for two hours while I went out to do something. Apparently after an hour, my husband gave up and left him in his crib crying. The neighbors heard our son crying and called the police. The police knocked on the door and asked to see the baby. After seeing that he was perfectly fine the policeman left. My husband, who is very patient, had tried everything to get him to settle down and sleep. I knew that our son wasn’t hungry because I fed him before leaving. So, when two years passed I felt like if we were going to have another, now would be the time. I didn’t want to have a single child, but I was torn. When our second son was born our first son was 32 months old. I was shocked at how easy the second was. Suddenly I understood why others were so excited to be parents. Then we got blessed with another one.
Unfortunately I hemorrhaged when I was 26 weeks pregnant and had to go to the hospital. We will never know why she came 10 weeks early since I have no idea whether it had anything to do with my illness. It was a desperate and agonizing experience that I never want to repeat.
